Confessions

What worked in her favor ? ; or what not is the constant questions which were bombarding her mind as she stepped out from Mayank's office .The Clock was about to show a time of 4 PM and she with her usual thought process bumped into an unknown man who too was busy looking at his phone and ;" ohh I am so sorry.... it was not intentional ". she said in her the lowest polite tone as she could have made in that public place as his cell phone had fallen and has been broken from the front screen.; ' Oh No !! as  he immediately panicked and looked at his cell phone which was hardly 2 months old. Giving her an disgusted look , he said ,,," Please look at least in front while walking ,,its not your garden. Giving his broken phone a disappointed look ,,,thinking how much he has saved to get this phone and here its broken in seconds..**.thinks this is life...how much effort we make its the destiny which takes its own course of time ..**.coming back from his thoughts ...again giving her that look.. Hello Madam ...who will pay for my screen repair as he said in his harshest tone ...as she said well I said sorry ..so what is your sorry getting my screen repaired or what....making his voice a bot louder this time ...on goers looks at both them....

the voices from both the sides were getting a bit louder as both of them does not want to buzz down from their point of view...guy at the top of his voice. Madam its your fault that you banged into me not looking here and there and just looking and typing in your cell phone and she...on the other hand looks at him and said hey mister.....ok I agree that I was not in this world but are you present in this very place as you too were busy in your own lucky hand set as her tone tuned from polite to demanding and rough ** at times we all fall in such situations where  our own self ego turns by much bigger and bigger then what it has not to be actually and thus the small life problems becomes such big that we are not been identify the simple solutions to such problems of life...this is how we make simple life and its problems complex...** as at this juncture here both could have discussed the matter in quiet place and could have achieved a amicable solution to this but they choose the opposite of the same by entering into an argument which we are a sensible human being should always avoid....

Their voices were not getting even more louder as a crowd begins to accumulate around them and as usual as it happens most of them trying to be on the fairer sex side. Trying to take advantage of such situations are some anti elements also who's task is to create ruckus in such places by cornering or pick pocketing things...** there comes a situation in life with every one that they have to make some important decisions in their life but their own conscious or subconscious mind acts as pick pocketer which not only steals the correct decision of one's own mind but also tries to push the mind to extreme negativity...on such thoughts its been said that always try to make friends with your mind so that when its required a friend comes up to rescue another friend well**

As the crowd build up it was like a scene of fish market except from the two guys involved in the incident everyone else was speaking at the top of their voices as if their own cell phones has broken and everyone trying to claim their ownership on the girl's side as it usual happens that without even thinking we try to take a person's or a views side with such a confidence that as if we are own who has done this and without even knowing the consequences we try to prove the point right which in this case very other person was trying to prove that .....as there was one more person who was in his late 40's looking at very one and laughing out ....some people looked at him and said why the fuck you are laughing out loud....see here the matter is such serious...after laughing for some more time as his breadth gets short and he started to cough a bit and he sobered down a bit and said ** Looks at everyone and say ....whose mobile which was broken or how many people's mobile was broken and suddenly realized  everyone that they were just wasting their own valuable time and with in no time only three people were standing there that man and the guy and the gal both were surprised that what actually has happened as they both were clueless ...so this man smiled and say would you both like to join me for a cup of harmless coffee at the CCD at the next street corner and both were surprised yet unconsciously / consciously said a YES....** There comes in times of our lives where in the solution is standing right at the corner of our mind but yet we are unable to take a hint from him as we are in our own set of self belief that the problem is much bigger and cannot be solved around yet this solution keeps on banging our mind and thought's door every now and then and making us realize that yes there lies a solution to every problem**

As they agree to walk for a cup of coffee he smiles and looks at both of them and say I am Raghav and you...ohhhh I am Mitali says the gal in her soft voice..; a voice which was few seconds back was like shouting on the top pitch of her voice and suddenly so softens up and he turns up to him and said. And you gentleman ....ohhhh I am sorry I am Raman...see mitali and Raman lets have a cup of coffee full of life and see how we can resolve your problem OK ??? Both like mesmerized kids in front of the pied pier of Hamlin which Raghav was looking like in his attire of a long jacket with a sleeves folded and his hands wearing a bracelet shining bright silver...with the matching beige denim rugged one making him look a fellow from the medieval age with the only thing missing was the Flute of the Hamlin...as they entered the CCD premises...getting a nice cozy seat...guys what would you like to have

Mitali - one cup black coffee without sugar...
Raman - one cup cappuccino...
Finally Raghav without wasting much of his own precious time - I will take big mug of cold coffee with loads of ice cream ," he said this with such a childish like smile that even Mitali and Raman were surprised and felt like they should also have the same "

**There happens in our life that we try to follow the same path which our peers or known or unknown person starts following without knowing whether that path is suitable for us or not this is what peer pressure is and some times it comes onto us automatically and which we should always try to avoid such situations in life and how...just by relying on our conscious mind most of the times and some times on our subconscious mind too that's why said...MAKE FREINDS WITH YOUR MIND**

As the cups of coffee came in and Raghav said ," Mitali and Raman the problem which you guys are facing is like these cups of coffee all hot and confused and so were your minds as you both were preoccupied themselves and thus this thing happened." Isn't it  right ... looking in Raman's eyes as Raman's flashbacks into a stress full meeting not been able to meet his monthly targets merely by 4% lambasted by his boss and he stepped out from his office building  and turning towards this pavement as he banged by Mitali.....as he overlooks what has happened in past two hours...he realized that most of this concerns were made by himself as a soft smile runs through his lips and he looks down on his cup of coffee and sips it .....

Raghav sensed and he turns his looks towards mitali....who was rather more confused of the two....Am I right to say that your mind is rather more watchful on thoughts then of his ??? WITH three sets of question on his face he looks at mitali....who just nodded her head as she rolls back her thoughts to Mayank's office where in she went to gave her final round of interview for a job she was desperately looking for and the round of interview was intense one but what irritated her is the attitude of the HR guy as he was constantly looking at her for what she also don't know and which she felt that it happens every where in this creepy men's centric world where we keep on shouting that women is equal but the matter of fact she is not as we have not given her the chance to prove that just by suppressing her , torturing her , some times knowingly some time unknowingly ...trying to prove that male mentality which one should keep as in co-existence with a women's mentality too ...although being very tough to do so but NOT AT ALL IMPOSSIBLE.....as her minds too rolls back to the present time and she too smiled and say YES I WAS IN MANY THOUGHTS AND I THINK THAT;S WHY THIS CONFUSION HAPPENED AND WHICH COULD HAVE BEEN AVOIDED...

Raman also echoed the same and smiled as everyone was having his coffee and Raghav as usual coughing a  bit hard this time but yet smiling said...so the deal is you guys can chip in with 50 -50 each cost for this repair and can run through this as you both were at fault isn't it ??? and Both of them smiled..

as both Mitali and Raman smiles and Raghav said...**Guys this is life and there is no problem which cannot be solved in this life except for few ones which should be left In hands of almighty rest all can be solved by human itself and this is also known as CONFESSIONS OF LIFE.....**

As he pays of the bill and about to stand up ...as Mitali asked...But Raghav...DONT YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEM IN YOYR LIFE....

RAGHAV WITH A BROAD SMILE ON HIS FACE...SIPPING HIS COLD COFFEE AND FINSIHING OFF THE ICE CREAM IN THE MOST LIVELY MANNER....LOOKING IN BOTH OF THEIR EYES WITH A TWINKLE IN HIS OWN EYES...

** YES I DO HAVE MY PROBLEM **

Both what's that Raghav saying in the unison voice....

RAGHAV SMILING  - PUTTING HIS HANDS IN HIS JACKET AND TAKING OUT A REPORT WHICH LOOKS LIKE SOME KIND OF MEDICAL REPORT....

FINSHING HIS COFFEE AND STANDING UP....AS HE SAYS WITH A WIDEST OF HIS CHILDISH  SMILE...

I HAVE 4 MONTHS TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST AND THIS IS MY PROBLEM HOW TO LIVE IT ALL IN FULL FOUR MONTHS..AS HE COUGHS HARD...THIS TIME AND COVERING HIS MOUTH ....AND LEAVES...WITH HIS REPORT...

STUNNED SILENCE .......!!!! As if some bomb has dropped on their ears as they walk out together ...some how holding their hands together to find the shop to repair the screen of Raman's Mobile.... Raghav was seen no where with in 5 mins of them stepping out....!!!

LIFE's confession moves on...........!!!

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